i think | i am

these girls are beautiful, there with us, these girls can drink well...

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 16:49:18 GMT

minus the bear is gods gift to indie rockers.

emily this one is for you

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 15:40:39 GMT

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sugarwater_
2004-12-05 22:30
um...the break is resumed.
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well, i have a lot to say. im tired of making jokes about it, acting like I am sorry about it and having emily put me on the backburner. unfriends is about the gayest thing i have ever heard of. you cant unfriend a friend. it kinda defeats the purpose of being friends. truthfully, its kinda like a ploy for attention or something. all these guilt trips, patronization and rude IMs are bullcrap. Telling someone you arent there friend anymore because you need a break is what you should be apologizing to me for. your either friends with someone all the time or your not at all. i should be apologized to now.

yeah, go change the nations and push all your friends away. am i being harsh? yeah a little. but lets look at it from my perspective. ive apologized for a situation i have no control over. i talk to you last night. we are friends again then when i get up and look. we're not friends again cause you "needed a break". what do you need a break from?!?! my opinions? my humor? my incredible good looks?

im not apologizing for this one. cause i will never be sorry for being someones friend and i dont unfriend friends.

i can see it now. im gonna get a lot of replies for this one. but im not backing down. im a good friend. you are the one who is CHOOSING to push good friends away.

"A man who has friends must himself be friendly..." proverbs 18:24 (NKJV)

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 05:34:18 GMT

Did I speak to soon!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?

apparently so

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THE HIADUS IS NOW OVER

EMILY AND DREW ARE FRIENDS AGAIN.

after some good communications skills on my side

and some good im-getting-over-this-crap/forgiveness skills on Emos side
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Mon, 06 Dec 2004 04:37:08 GMT

operation beard is in full effect. its itchy right now.

if you speak in tongues go read I Cor. 14. then talk to me about it. i dont understand the logic if you still do it.

if your still mad at me

i dont care :)

lets grow up.

Im in love with MARY JANE WATSON.

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 20:26:25 GMT

im declaring war on the whole FEMAL GENDER.

bring it on bitches.

HAHAHA im kidding. go take some MIDOL all of you. We are all friends. BLAH BLAH BLAH. Quit acting like we arent.

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 06:21:00 GMT

Hung out with Derik, Jas and Chris. We went down to Lakeland to watch a game. I got to see some old Clearwater friends. it was cool.

Goodnight

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 21:39:51 GMT

you will really grow in the lord when you realize that you are insignificant and mean nothing

a few thoughts about God, Christianity and why we fail as a whole

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 07:29:32 GMT

I read LJ's and Xanga's and Myspace accounts. All my friends are Christians. Some closer to God, some farther away. Some just don't care. The common thread seems to be that none of us have a grasp on our humanity, mortality or our spirituality. We are still so young (and pridefull). It makes me sick to see that some of you believe what you do really matters. Truth is pretty simple. God will do it all. We just make sure we our schedules are clear. I dont want to ever get to the point where i think i will do great things for christianity. cause my job is to just live right NOT to do great things. God does great things.

There is an amazing Dicatomy in my life. I've been raised in a strict Baptist household yet my parents gave me the freedom to make up my own mind. They let me find a church that I enjoyed going to, they let me form my own crazy opinions. They never told me I was wrong but I am sure they thought I was a jackass from time to time. anyway, my church is all about doctrine. Which i think is wrong. a complete focus on doctrine is all about us as christians without laying simple paving stones for new believers or the unsaved. Ive been going to status too and they are more about making everyone happy so they dont focus on doctrine as much. which i also think is wrong. I have never thought i would find the perfect church. but id really like to find one that is in between these two poles.

Basically. I think Christianity is what is screwed up. Its evident in everyway. Everywhere you look you see corruption, sin and pride.

BTW satan doesnt fear you or me. He thinks we are steaming piles of S and he can do whatever he wants to us. Luckily we have an Almighty God that he does fear and keeps him in check. Otherwise we would be toast.

And Grace doesnt give you permission to sin. No not even you.

i dont think Jesus will ever be cool. I mean, I think he is cool but trying to stamp a label on him or affiliate him with a political party (although, I think i can pretty much go out on a limb and say Jesus wouldnt like abortion or gay marriage) or trying to make him completely relevant ( Jesus never wore jeans or chucks, he was more of a robe guy) is in vain and a little dumb. The context of his life was simply different than ours. BUT we can apply what he taught and practically execuate it in our everyday life. Jesus, my Savior, lived a long time ago and he never had to deal with some of the stuff we are dealing with now. Jesus didnt wear ABercrombie and Fitch and he especially didnt sit on his own island away from everyone else. The two definate things we can stamp on Jesus is
1. He loves humans
2. He hates sin.

Finaly Christianity isnt a country club. F that S. So dont act like we have a leg up on everyone. We dont.

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 07:03:18 GMT

some girl bashing time. just cause im in the mood to bash girls.

so i figured out what i hate about the feminist movement... women thought of it.

women know what men want. we want women. men dont know what women want and the great thing is, WE DONT CARE.

HAHAHAHA

im just joking... but there is a hint of truth to every joke.

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 04:20:20 GMT

tonight was interesting.

There's something about winter. When you have girl with you you feel soo warm but when your by yourself it is so cold.

anyway. im getting a lot better at Halo. just ask Jason. I kept whiping the floor with him.

Im gonna go play some guitar.

have a great night guys

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 04:11:08 GMT

so i made this


elaidah is sex (in that virgin kinda way)
brought to you by the isLove Generator

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 07:35:23 GMT

and then i smiled. cause i am tired and i am home from work.

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 15:21:49 GMT

GATORS TONIGHT.

I dont realy have a lot to say. This weekend was very long and good. Chris and I went to go visit my cousin Dawn last night. She is pretty sweet i guess. Then we went and got milkshakes with Dana and Jessica. Then we went by Jamies house and did some random drivning around til she got home. It was kinda funny. Chris was like TURN HERE TRURN HERE... we had ourselves worked up for nothing. It was funny.

Im listening to a really bad band on Purevolume.

I'm starting to take my harmocia playing very seriously. OK so its not completley true. but Id like to start taking it seriously.

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 06:26:52 GMT

tonight rocked.

Lauren and Jamie looked beautiful.

Chris and I looked freakishly handsome. We ate Buffalo Sirloins for Dinner. Like Buffalo.

La Neuba or whatever its called was awesome.

Im SOOOO TIRED.

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 05:20:54 GMT

Alexander was a frustrating movie. It just sucked all around. I got to joke around with lauren and jamie about it tho. Gosh. The old movie theater. That freaking place smells like making out. I miss it a lot back in the days when i got some. haha.

So yeah. Crazy Idea up my sleeve. I cant reveal it yet cause my very friend my read it and he cant yet. but its a crazy idea.

I went to tampa today. I gorged myself on turkey then passed out. Then came home gorged myself on some more turkey then passed out.

What a night. Turkey is practically a Narcotic.

out.

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 22:39:26 GMT

Happy Thnksgiving, everyone

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 05:41:24 GMT

Tonight was cool. We played a little praise at my church. Then we hung out with Dana. Then... I came home.

Be thankful Im your friend.

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 07:23:27 GMT

im tired of this wishy washy crap. im standing up for what i believe in

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 16:24:11 GMT

lots of happenings happening... (?)

so today is class. i hate class. then i have to take my brother to tutor, run all the way back to gators then back to pick him up. hopefully, ill have the time.

tomorrow is the UCF game. Phill and I are going. It should be a ton of fun.

im trying to talk to Clearwater and see if I can even potentially go back. seeing chris wredburg effected me in an insane way. I need to get back on track, in a christian school studying about Him.

Status was pretty good last night. I was so exhausted tho, i fell asleep during the sermon. I woke up and I heard AJ quoting colosians. I thought he was reading it, then i noticed he was quoting it. pretty sweet stuff.

pray for me. I still have sin in my life that I need to root out. pray for my friend too. I go to school with him. i think hes cool, but he needs to reform a bit.

Bible study next sunday (tentatively). We are studying David.

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 07:41:22 GMT

Its amazing the amount of goodness God throws my way.

The coolest thing about christianity is that I am down with Christ. Everytime I do something wrong or get stupid, Jesus leans over to God and says, "He might be ugly, He might be really dumb, but I really love him and he is my friend."

(8:34) Who then will condemn us? Will Christ Jesus? No, for he is the one who died for us and was raised to life for us and is sitting at the place of highest honor next to God, pleading for us. (NLT)

Its pretty cool that our Judge is also our Defense Attorney

Pretty FN awesome if you ask me.

Go read Romans 8 31:- the end of the chapter. 8:31 is often misquoted and used out of context but GEEZ there is a lot of good stuff in there.

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 21:24:37 GMT

Holy crap. I was just driving home from school. I was coming down Alafaya just passed Curry Ford when a van in the other lane had plywood fly off of it and directly towards me. I swerved out of the way, but Alafaya is only two lanes right there. So I went off road hit a bump, popped back up on the road and into oncoming traffic. I ended up faceing opposite direction in the little ditch field area but I survived and my car was intact. Just before that little incident (at the light on alafaya and curryford) I was thinking about what I should do with my life. Man, I am lucky just to have my life right now. God is good, God is faithful. There is noway reason why one of those cars coming towards me didnt hit me. It only happend fifteen minutes ago and my hands are still shaking and my head is all clamoured with visuals but because of God, I am sitting in a chair in my room and not on my way to the hospital. Praise God.

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 17:28:32 GMT

If you could change any two things about yourself what would it be?

1. Im hairy
2. My gut

How about you guys?

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 06:21:04 GMT

Today was cool. I played halo for 5 hours.

I didnt go to the vintage place though.

Jason and I have something up our sleeves. It might be really cool. It might be a ridiculous and corny idea. We'll see. Im saving up for this sweet Ibenez bass.

Work was nasty tonight kid clogged the toilet and smeared poop all over the wall. Awesome right. I got pissed. Then I put two more pairs of gloves on, cussed at Jason :). Then reached in there, threw away some uneeded toilet paper got it unclogged and cleaned the wall. All with a good attitude.

I hate poop.

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 06:11:17 GMT

i feel really weird tonight.

emotionaly. i might just be having a kyle night. haha. (i love you kyle). but i feel alone. usually i feel confident and stoked to be the swinging single that i am. but right now. im lonely. and i just want to cuddle up with a chick and play Halo2. :)

emily mcguire is my friend and an encouragement
i love phil jason and matt moats... like that. no IM KIDDING IM KIDDING ITS A JOKE.
kyle. i really enjoyed your visit this weekend. i really did!

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 04:49:08 GMT

its like chess... damn chess.

"If iniative is Africa, Im sitting in Florida, but it looks like tonight. Im driving to Africa." MUHAHAHAHAHA